Another boring story

Hello

nrickert22@gmail.com — Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:11:08 GMT

CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?... DOES ANYONE USE THIS ANYMORE? ... I ACTUALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE WHOLE SITE ALL TOGETHER. I'M JUST THIS BORED RIGHT NOW AND THERE ARE A LOT OF FLAKES OF SNOW AH FALLEN

nrickert22@gmail.com — Mon, 06 Aug 2007 05:15:49 GMT

Sirens

There's a weakness, at the window,
Place my footprints in the dark room,
There's lonely voices, like a scarecrow
In the hallway, like a lost ghost
In the bedroom, I see a shadow
From the moon with light from a candle
On a bedframe, lies a girl
Her reflection, in the mirror

Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Open up your eyes wide
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Been knocking on your back door
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Nervous like a knife fight
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadada, dada,
Be careful what you ask for

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to think of you and me (from time to time)

Its a dark night, on the west coast
Then a soft breeze, as the sun rose
Then the phone rang, like a gun shot,
Like a siren, on the beach rock
There's a message, at the river
A certain package here, to deliver
When the day breaks, after night fall,
I will be there, you know I will.

Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Open up your eyes wide
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Been knocking on your back door
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Nervous like a knife fight
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Be careful what you ask for

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to think of you and me (from time to time)

From time to time...

I hear you leave,
Im feeling the shake
and the sound of my heartbeat
I let go...
Do you know?
Im feeling the pain
Of my first love
I let it go... can't let go

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I wanna taste you as you breathe (from time to time)

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to think of you and me (from time to time)

argh

nrickert22@gmail.com — Sat, 04 Aug 2007 21:44:03 GMT

i am just not myself anymore. The mirror cannot recognize my face and i can't even find words to say when i talk to myself. I just really really need something...
... i just dont know what it is anymore :( *%^#?????#*&^#

well...

nrickert22@gmail.com — Thu, 17 May 2007 17:03:05 GMT

i just dont know what to write.. but i'm bored .. i'm so on the fence with everything that i can't put any thought into words... work's been a bitch lately its really sucky .. luckily for me i have the weekend off... which is really out of this world i'm sure before it happens someone will be like..hey.. i need you to come in on saturday...and sunday..office space style...and i will most likely tell them to fuck off. Although i should just work.. it'd be in my best interest to just make money and fuck the world. i really wish i knew what the fuck is going on lately... the whole world changed to grey and i dont recognize it around me...its fucked up i know... this weekend all i wanted was to get away from everything and everyone but the weather is a motherfucker.. and its probably that way just to spite me... or to tell me that my efforts are worthless .. i dunno.. yeah.. shots of crown on the job=not a good idea... well i'm off.. to jump back into the fight

nrickert22@gmail.com — Thu, 03 May 2007 17:24:21 GMT

whats happening?

Dear Grandma

nrickert22@gmail.com — Thu, 26 Apr 2007 19:09:46 GMT

Whats up everyone.. so.. today is a very bright day for me despite the rain and gloom.

1) I'm going to the Red Wings game tonight with Lisa my sis and jeff WOOT!
2) I was supposed to work tonight but instead i am doing thee above stated in number 1 so that makes it much more sweet
3) I have a lot of work to do in the next few weeks for school but i'm not goin to let it get me down today
4) Life has been real good this week... real good
5) Happy Dance
6) New computer .. got the confirmation via email its supposed to arrive on MONDAY.. crazy fast shippment i guess...pretty stoked although i know others may not feel the same way...
7) I am financially- decently stable .. still in debt but with a plan...which justifies number 6 above
8) I was able to hook my buddy up with a good deal on my old laptop so that makes me feel good
9) i sometimes eat toothpaste
10) Lisa and her mom are amazing
11) Did i mention i was going to game one of the 2nd round of the stanely cup playoffs tonight?
12) I just ate ice creme...thats always a good thing
13) I began work this week
14) but not working tonight!! haha
15) thats it ..

Lets see... what can i write about

nrickert22@gmail.com — Mon, 05 Mar 2007 20:46:57 GMT

well.. lets talk about the weekend.. Friday .. oh shit friday.. oh yeah the Opster, Crank, and Margayn came over and chilled in my basement.. lol.. yes we are fucking cool.. saturday was jeff's birthday and it was shimmy.. lots of intense 4 player wii tennis... then me and lala lisa chilled at her house a bit then i left to help norman and the man who i once played just the tip with move.. except they were pretty much done and burnt out so i left..and ended up hanging out with jerry and jimmy.. which was a delight.. we just rummaged around .. laughed a lot and hung out at any hole in the wall bar that would allow us... we capped the night off with rough anal sex and whities.. which i was rudely awakened by at 6:30 in the morning with a game of gag out my insides that i played with the toilet.. after tossing my cookies for a good half hour i felt great and went back to bed.. sunday was a day of lots of reading and homework.. then i went to lisa's and we watched desperate housewives and as a man i must say i like that show.. some part because of the content.. and some because of eva longoria... after that i think we watched fresh prince and king of queens.. because umm.. why not.. this morning i had school then ditched my last class so i could come home and kiss my laptop goodbye on its journey across country to find meaning in its life... so here i am.. bored and ready to fuck green beans.. i'm probably gonna go eff a torso and call it a day.

love always nick

nrickert22@gmail.com — Fri, 09 Feb 2007 06:40:11 GMT

I was losing all my friends
Was losing some to drinking and some to driving
I was losing all my friends
And didn't want them back

I am on the mend
And at least now I can say that I am trying
And I hope you will forget
The things that I still lack

Is it in you now,
To bear to hear the truth that you have spoken
Twisted up by knaves
To make a trap for fools?

Is it in you now,
To watch the things you gave your life to, broken?
And then stoop and build them up
With worn out tools?

Yeah

Nothing gets so bad
That a whisper from your father couldn't fix it
He whispers like a bridge
It’s a river spanned

Take all that you have
And turn it into something you would miss if
Somebody threw that brick
That shattered all your plans

Yeah

No time to get the seeds into the cold ground
It takes some time to grow anything.
Before it's all coming to an end

Before you put my body in the cold ground
Take some time and warm it with your hands
Before it's coming to an end

Do you miss the blend
Of color she left in your black and white field?
Do you feel condemned
Just for being there?

I am not your friend, your lover, or your family, yeah

nrickert22@gmail.com — Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:39:42 GMT

what the fuck was i thinking??!!.. glad thats over with.. sometimes i wonder if its good or not that i have absolutely no soul

... nah its good.. i'll never blaime myself for anything again .. i promise

nrickert22@gmail.com — Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:50:53 GMT

what a perfect day.. more snow please.. and thats icing on the cake

oh and yes.. if you live in a subdivision.. it should be a crime to not put christmas lights up.. i dont care if your jewish.. just do it.. their lights .. it won't hurt nothing

What I learned in school today

nrickert22@gmail.com — Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:45:29 GMT

Depression to Psychologists is like the common cold to doctors. Each is the starting stone to treating a patient. Causes to depression can be genetic, from environmental stresses or biological. Genetically if it runs in your family your risk consequently goes up, much like any other disorder, for example diabetes. It can lay dormant in your genetics for years and weasel itself into your life burning down your hopes and dreams. Stress has been found to be a great cause, and ultimately biological imbalances in neurotransmitters such as norepinephrine and serotonin can cause serious mental illness for oneself. But i've also learned that their is a fourth, and perhaps the most leading cause of depression among the human race. Extremely new technology and research has shown that a low, improper amount of blink 182 can really bum you out. So in conclusion, listen to blink everyday, and keep the shrink away!! THE END

Hi world

nrickert22@gmail.com — Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:48:28 GMT

whats all your favorite Bloodhound Gang lyrics.. i know mine

(+44)

nrickert22@gmail.com — Wed, 22 Nov 2006 21:39:35 GMT

Yeah, i'm excited now

nrickert22@gmail.com — Tue, 14 Nov 2006 15:19:25 GMT

(+44) here we come :)

If noone comments to this i'm just going to blow my brains out

nrickert22@gmail.com — Tue, 07 Nov 2006 22:13:15 GMT

nrickert22@gmail.com — Thu, 02 Nov 2006 22:13:59 GMT

we'll both take our revenge...

.. but we won't feel any better

:(

(+44)

nrickert22@gmail.com — Sun, 29 Oct 2006 22:53:52 GMT

It was said that the album leaked around 3:45AM EST Sunday October 29... and of course i've got it.. leaks are weird you really never know where your going to find them lol..........

AGAIN (meaning two twice dos)

nrickert22@gmail.com — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 04:51:57 GMT

I'm FUCKING Crazy

nrickert22@gmail.com — Sun, 22 Oct 2006 08:10:54 GMT

hey HAY whoa... wait

you forgot to kiss my hairy ass goodbye!!

boo

nrickert22@gmail.com — Fri, 13 Oct 2006 05:39:31 GMT

i'm super bored.. and i'm just not ready for bed yet.. this is a problem

i think i want to drive

20 day update

nrickert22@gmail.com — Mon, 25 Sep 2006 15:54:22 GMT

random things that come to mind
-49 days
-i cant help but think that my mothers illness of being mentally deranged, demented and insane has been genetically passed to me
-i'm falling in love with all the morning talkshows such as regis and greg and what not
-jevon walker will recieve a personal telegram thanking him for possibly saving my fantasy team
-speaking of fantasy football i'm starting a new league that will start next week.. the draft will be wednesday night at 10pm if your interested drop me a line and i'll hit u up with an invite
-i think yesterday was my last day of work.. which for some reason makes me sad.. with time on my hands i may tear myself apart and i'm going to miss the shit outta my workmates
-i'm nervious
-i miss jimmy
-theres a piece of me that no longer lives
-ben savage is fine you fucks (fingers crossed)
-i think i just saw rusty on tv
-i took a picture and i'm uploading it now
-ha i really do love these shows... i know its all about ratings but they appear so sincere and kind and just.. in good taste
-in good taste = a phrase i've never ever used before
-GO tigers
-And go chicago .. the bears are indeed my favorite football team
Rusty DeRue is this YOU on tv lol?!

nrickert22@gmail.com — Wed, 06 Sep 2006 01:50:04 GMT

YOU CAN JUST STOP TALKING I GET IT

Thankyou Mark, thankyou so very much

nrickert22@gmail.com — Thu, 31 Aug 2006 07:58:40 GMT

Sometimes change feels good and sometimes it dont. i got a new bed, and its fucking amazing, its bigger and badder then my last bed which i had sinse i was like 4.. and its super nice, but i kinda miss the old... maybe once i break it in ...

ps my roommates are gonna get me rims for christmas

note my musical selection

lol

nrickert22@gmail.com — Wed, 30 Aug 2006 06:44:47 GMT

Has anyone seen my bus law book? you know the blue one with a light house?.. if you or anyone you know knows anything about the disappearnce of such object, please call this number 1-800-cumonmydog extension 227 thankyou and goodnight

Today is a new day

nrickert22@gmail.com — Fri, 18 Aug 2006 14:11:13 GMT

Yes that is right, today is a new day and i feel great. I'm really happy about the universe's alignment and my position in its existence, maybe because Mars is the closest its been to Earth in recorded history.. little lesson for you its only a little over 34 and a half million miles away and will never be this close again until possibly the year 2287 .. the full moon you see at night is probably not the moon at all.. but Mars .. ok anyway back to the guts..its time to start doing things for myself. Change is setting in and for once i'm the cause, completely cleaning out my life.. tough waters lie ahead and i'm about to jump in the mix... seriously .. nothing will be unnoticed

i know what i have to do

on another note.. i want to mention that the mark side of the blink breakup makes a nigga pretty damn sad .. i think i take it personally because i can really relate it to my own personal life as far as losing friendships.. but things that are lost are sometimes meant to be found and i think i'm going to really start looking, as time will be on my side soon..

oh and say what you want about travis' character, but seriously that mother fucker can drum.. seriously.. did i say seriously because i meant seriously .. i really like him on obvious.. i dont know if its hard to play or what, but its phenominal..

ps..i'm close and closer to the 44 leak

in the meantime, pink floyd will do just fine as always

enough with that.. i know you all dont care, and i'm sure at this pint in the juncture no one is even reading.. not that i care if i saw an entry this long it would be a total skip for me from the get go..

chris/mike/op by the way bgs last night horde killed.. i was 7-0 in one game on top of the leader board.. i was pretty happy that i never even died .. close calls but abrillious prevailed

ok time for work..

love lots and get crabs
good day to all