Another boring story

12:09AM - Hello

CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?... DOES ANYONE USE THIS ANYMORE? ... I ACTUALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE WHOLE SITE ALL TOGETHER. I'M JUST THIS BORED RIGHT NOW AND THERE ARE A LOT OF FLAKES OF SNOW AH FALLEN

Current mood: bored

Current music: FUCK A DUCK

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1:15AM

Sirens

There's a weakness, at the window,
Place my footprints in the dark room,
There's lonely voices, like a scarecrow
In the hallway, like a lost ghost
In the bedroom, I see a shadow
From the moon with light from a candle
On a bedframe, lies a girl
Her reflection, in the mirror

Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Open up your eyes wide
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Been knocking on your back door
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Nervous like a knife fight
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadada, dada,
Be careful what you ask for

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to think of you and me (from time to time)

Its a dark night, on the west coast
Then a soft breeze, as the sun rose
Then the phone rang, like a gun shot,
Like a siren, on the beach rock
There's a message, at the river
A certain package here, to deliver
When the day breaks, after night fall,
I will be there, you know I will.

Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Open up your eyes wide
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Been knocking on your back door
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Nervous like a knife fight
Lalala, dadada, dadada, dadala, dada,
Be careful what you ask for

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to think of you and me (from time to time)

From time to time...

I hear you leave,
Im feeling the shake
and the sound of my heartbeat
I let go...
Do you know?
Im feeling the pain
Of my first love
I let it go... can't let go

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I wanna taste you as you breathe (from time to time)

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never wake from a bad dream (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things i mean (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to watch you as you sleep (from time to time)
I do this from time to time,
Where I like to think of you and me (from time to time)

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5:40PM - argh

i am just not myself anymore. The mirror cannot recognize my face and i can't even find words to say when i talk to myself. I just really really need something...
... i just dont know what it is anymore :( *%^#?????#*&^#

Current mood: drained

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12:50PM - well...

i just dont know what to write.. but i'm bored .. i'm so on the fence with everything that i can't put any thought into words... work's been a bitch lately its really sucky .. luckily for me i have the weekend off... which is really out of this world i'm sure before it happens someone will be like..hey.. i need you to come in on saturday...and sunday..office space style...and i will most likely tell them to fuck off. Although i should just work.. it'd be in my best interest to just make money and fuck the world. i really wish i knew what the fuck is going on lately... the whole world changed to grey and i dont recognize it around me...its fucked up i know... this weekend all i wanted was to get away from everything and everyone but the weather is a motherfucker.. and its probably that way just to spite me... or to tell me that my efforts are worthless .. i dunno.. yeah.. shots of crown on the job=not a good idea... well i'm off.. to jump back into the fight

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1:23PM

whats happening?

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2:58PM - Dear Grandma

Whats up everyone.. so.. today is a very bright day for me despite the rain and gloom.

1) I'm going to the Red Wings game tonight with Lisa my sis and jeff WOOT!
2) I was supposed to work tonight but instead i am doing thee above stated in number 1 so that makes it much more sweet
3) I have a lot of work to do in the next few weeks for school but i'm not goin to let it get me down today
4) Life has been real good this week... real good
5) Happy Dance
6) New computer .. got the confirmation via email its supposed to arrive on MONDAY.. crazy fast shippment i guess...pretty stoked although i know others may not feel the same way...
7) I am financially- decently stable .. still in debt but with a plan...which justifies number 6 above
8) I was able to hook my buddy up with a good deal on my old laptop so that makes me feel good
9) i sometimes eat toothpaste
10) Lisa and her mom are amazing
11) Did i mention i was going to game one of the 2nd round of the stanely cup playoffs tonight?
12) I just ate ice creme...thats always a good thing
13) I began work this week
14) but not working tonight!! haha
15) thats it ..

Current mood: happy

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3:30PM - Lets see... what can i write about

well.. lets talk about the weekend.. Friday .. oh shit friday.. oh yeah the Opster, Crank, and Margayn came over and chilled in my basement.. lol.. yes we are fucking cool.. saturday was jeff's birthday and it was shimmy.. lots of intense 4 player wii tennis... then me and lala lisa chilled at her house a bit then i left to help norman and the man who i once played just the tip with move.. except they were pretty much done and burnt out so i left..and ended up hanging out with jerry and jimmy.. which was a delight.. we just rummaged around .. laughed a lot and hung out at any hole in the wall bar that would allow us... we capped the night off with rough anal sex and whities.. which i was rudely awakened by at 6:30 in the morning with a game of gag out my insides that i played with the toilet.. after tossing my cookies for a good half hour i felt great and went back to bed.. sunday was a day of lots of reading and homework.. then i went to lisa's and we watched desperate housewives and as a man i must say i like that show.. some part because of the content.. and some because of eva longoria... after that i think we watched fresh prince and king of queens.. because umm.. why not.. this morning i had school then ditched my last class so i could come home and kiss my laptop goodbye on its journey across country to find meaning in its life... so here i am.. bored and ready to fuck green beans.. i'm probably gonna go eff a torso and call it a day.

love always nick

Current mood: cold

Current music: "lazy eye" silversun pickups

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1:39AM

I was losing all my friends
Was losing some to drinking and some to driving
I was losing all my friends
And didn't want them back

I am on the mend
And at least now I can say that I am trying
And I hope you will forget
The things that I still lack

Is it in you now,
To bear to hear the truth that you have spoken
Twisted up by knaves
To make a trap for fools?

Is it in you now,
To watch the things you gave your life to, broken?
And then stoop and build them up
With worn out tools?

Yeah

Nothing gets so bad
That a whisper from your father couldn't fix it
He whispers like a bridge
It’s a river spanned

Take all that you have
And turn it into something you would miss if
Somebody threw that brick
That shattered all your plans

Yeah

No time to get the seeds into the cold ground
It takes some time to grow anything.
Before it's all coming to an end

Before you put my body in the cold ground
Take some time and warm it with your hands
Before it's coming to an end

Do you miss the blend
Of color she left in your black and white field?
Do you feel condemned
Just for being there?

I am not your friend, your lover, or your family, yeah

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2:39AM

what the fuck was i thinking??!!.. glad thats over with.. sometimes i wonder if its good or not that i have absolutely no soul


... nah its good.. i'll never blaime myself for anything again .. i promise

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9:50PM

what a perfect day.. more snow please.. and thats icing on the cake

oh and yes.. if you live in a subdivision.. it should be a crime to not put christmas lights up.. i dont care if your jewish.. just do it.. their lights .. it won't hurt nothing

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5:45AM - What I learned in school today

Depression to Psychologists is like the common cold to doctors. Each is the starting stone to treating a patient. Causes to depression can be genetic, from environmental stresses or biological. Genetically if it runs in your family your risk consequently goes up, much like any other disorder, for example diabetes. It can lay dormant in your genetics for years and weasel itself into your life burning down your hopes and dreams. Stress has been found to be a great cause, and ultimately biological imbalances in neurotransmitters such as norepinephrine and serotonin can cause serious mental illness for oneself. But i've also learned that their is a fourth, and perhaps the most leading cause of depression among the human race. Extremely new technology and research has shown that a low, improper amount of blink 182 can really bum you out. So in conclusion, listen to blink everyday, and keep the shrink away!! THE END

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12:48AM - Hi world

whats all your favorite Bloodhound Gang lyrics.. i know mine

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4:39PM - (+44)

Yeah, i'm excited now

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10:19AM

(+44) here we come :)

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5:13PM - If noone comments to this i'm just going to blow my brains out

hi

5:13PM

we'll both take our revenge...



.. but we won't feel any better

:(

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10:51PM - (+44)

It was said that the album leaked around 3:45AM EST Sunday October 29... and of course i've got it.. leaks are weird you really never know where your going to find them lol..........

Current mood: ecstatic

Current music: I'll let you know

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12:51AM - AGAIN (meaning two twice dos)

I'm FUCKING Crazy

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4:10AM

hey HAY whoa... wait

you forgot to kiss my hairy ass goodbye!!

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1:38AM - boo

i'm super bored.. and i'm just not ready for bed yet.. this is a problem

i think i want to drive

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